34. Those Who Desire
O Lord, I beseech thee, let now thine ear be attentive to the prayer of thy servant, and to the prayer of thy servants, who desire to fear thy name. Nehemiah 1:11
Nehemiah believed that there were others praying besides himself. He was not so gloomy, so self-opinionated, so uncharitable as to think that he alone loved the house of the Lord, and prayed for it. He believed that the Lord had many praying servants besides himself. In this he was more hopeful than Elijah (1 Kings 19:10, 18).
Nehemiah valued the prayers of his fellow-servants, and felt supported in his own supplications by the fact that he was one of a crowd of pleaders.
Even those of the feebler sort, who could get no further than desiring to fear God, were prized by this holy man when they lifted up their prayers. The littles of supplication, when multiplied by the number of those who present them, help to turn the scale.
Who are the persons that make up this class: "Who desire to fear thy name"? We will try to find them out.
I. THIS INCLUDES ALL WHO HAVE ANY TRUE RELIGION.
l. True godliness is always a matter of desire.
- Not of custom, fashion, habit, excitement, passion, or chance.
- Nor of unwilling dread, or compulsion, or bribery.
- Nor of boasted full attainment and conceited self-satisfaction.
2. Every part of it is a matter of desire.
- Repentance, faith, love, etc. None of these can be found in a man unless he desires to have them.
- Prayer, praise, service, alms, and all good deeds, are matters of the heart's desire. Oh, to abound in them!
- Progress and maturity of grace are never so far attained as to content us. They are still matters of desire.
- So, too, usefulness among our fellows, the prevalence of truth, the prosperity of the church, and the spread of Christ's kingdom ever remain things of desire.
- The same maybe said of heaven, of resurrection, and of the future glories of Christ's reign on earth.
- Good men are like Daniel, men of desires (Dan. 9:23, margin). Desire is the life-blood of piety, the egg of holiness, the dawn of grace, the promise of perfection.
3. The desire is accepted where there can be no more.
In giving, in working, in self-dedication, the Lord takes the will for the deed where the power to perform is absent. To him the essence of even the most self-sacrificing action is found, not in the suffering involved, but in a desire for God's glory.
4. But without even the desire, man is in a condition of spiritual death, and all that he does is as dead as himself.
II. THIS INCLUDES MANY GRADES OF GRACE.
Not the merely temporary wishers and resolvers, for these are only blossoms, and the bulk of blossoms never turn to fruit; of such we may say with Solomon,"The soul of the sluggard desireth, and hath nothing" (Prov. 13:4). But—
1. Those who earnestly and heartily long to be right with God, though afraid to think themselves saved. These are always desiring.
2. Those who do believe, but fear lest there should be presumption in their calling themselves God's people. Their faith shows itself far more in desire than in a sense of having obtained the object of their search.
3. Those who know that they fear God, but desire to fear him more. Some of the best of men are of this order.
4. Those who wish to serve the Lord with greater freedom, constancy, delight, and power. What would they not do if they could but obtain their heart's desire?
5. Those who delight in the ways of God, and long to abide in them all their days. No man perseveres in holiness unless he desires to do so. Tender desires breed watchful walking, and, by God's Spirit, lead to consistent living.
- Now all these people can pray acceptably: indeed, they are always praying, for desires are true prayers.
- We need the prayers of all these people, as well as of advanced saints. The rank and file are the main part of the army. If none but eminent believers prayed, our treasury of supplication would be scantily furnished.
- We should gratefully associate such beginners with us in our cries for prosperity to the cause of God: their struggling petitions will excite us all to pray better, and the exercise will increase their own prayer-power.
- Lastly, LET US PRAY NOW — all of us, great and small. In the Holy Ghost let us pray, and thereby support our ministers, missionaries, and other workers, who, like Nehemiah, lead the way in holy service.
Spices
This description of God's servants — "who desire to fear thy name"- reminds us how largely their religion in this world consists of "desire." They have real piety, but are dissatisfied with their attainments, and aspire to better things. Their desire is, however, to be carefully distinguished from that of many who substitute occasional good wishes for actual piety. The real Christian's desire impels him to the diligent use of all those means by which a higher life is reached. He "exercises himself unto godliness"; and what he attains he employs in spiritual and moral living. But the word used rather dignifies "delight," expressing the pleasure which God's servants feel in their religion. — Pulpit Commentary
That which we desire when we have it not we delight in when we obtain it. At least, this is the case in matters which are really worth desiring. Those who never pine for grace will never prize grace.
When Napoleon returned from Elba, a man at work in a garden recognized the emperor, and at once followed him. Napoleon welcomed him cheerfully, saying, "Here we have our first recruit." When even one person begins to pray for us, however feeble his prayers, we ought to welcome him. He who prays for me enriches me.
The gospel ministry is so dependent upon the power of prayer that it should be a pastor's main object to educate the praying faculty among his people. There should be numerous prayer meetings, and these of a varied order, that women, youths, children, and illiterate persons may unite in the holy exercise. Every little helps. Grains of sand and drops of rain combine for the greatest of purposes, and achieve them. There may be more real prayer in a little gathering of obscure desirers than in the great assembly where everything is done with ability rather than with agony of desire.
Never let your pastor lose his prayer book. It should be written in the hearts of his people. If you cannot preach, or give largely, or become a church officer, you can, at least, pray without ceasing.
Charles Hadden Spurgeon |
34. 那些有渴慕的人
「耶和華啊,求你側耳聽僕人的祈禱,和喜愛敬畏你名的眾僕人的祈禱。」
——尼希米記 1:11
尼希米深信,除了他自己以外,還有其他人正在禱告。他並不像某些人那樣灰心、自以為義、或缺乏愛心,以為只有自己關心耶和華的殿、為此禱告。他相信主還有許多禱告的僕人。這一點上,他比以利亞更有盼望(王上 19:10, 18)。
尼希米看重同工們的禱告,也因自己是眾多代求者中的一員,而在祈求中得著扶持。
即使是那些軟弱到只不過「渴慕敬畏神」的人,只要他們舉起禱告,這位聖潔的人也十分珍惜。當許多微小的祈求累積在一起時,便能改變天平的傾向。
那麼,「喜愛敬畏你名」的這一類人是誰呢?讓我們來查考。
一、這包括所有真正有信仰的人
1. 真正的敬虔永遠是一種渴慕。
不是出於傳統、流行、習慣、情緒、激情或偶然;
也不是出於不情願的恐懼、勉強或收買;
更不是出於自誇的完全,或自滿的自義。
2. 信仰的每一部分都是渴慕的結果。
悔改、信心、愛心——若人不渴慕,這些就不可能存在。
禱告、讚美、事奉、施捨,以及一切善行,都是出於內心的渴望。噢,願我們在這些事上更加豐盛!
屬靈生命的長進與成熟,從未達到令人滿足的地步,仍舊是我們渴慕的對象。
對他人的造就、真理的興旺、教會的昌盛、基督國度的擴展,也都是不斷的渴慕。
同樣,天堂、復活,以及基督將來在地上榮耀的國度,亦然。
好人如同但以理,是「大蒙眷愛(渴慕)」的人(但 9:23,旁註)。
渴慕是敬虔的生命血液,是聖潔的胚胎,是恩典的晨曦,是完全的應許。
3. 當人無力做到更多時,神悅納那渴慕的心。
在奉獻、服事、獻身上,若缺乏實行的能力,主就以「願意的心」代替實際的行動。對神而言,即使是最犧牲的行為,其精髓不在於所受的痛苦,而在於榮耀神的渴慕。
4. 但若連渴慕都沒有,人就在屬靈上是死的,所行的一切也與他一樣死。
二、這包括不同程度的恩典
不是指那些一時起意、隨口立志的人——他們只是花開不結果;正如所羅門所說:「懶惰人的心願,將他殺害。」(箴 21:25)
而是指以下幾類人:
1. 那些誠心渴望與神和好,卻不敢自認得救的人。
他們總是在渴慕中。
2. 那些已經信了,卻害怕稱自己為神子民會落入自以為是的人。
他們的信心更多表現在渴慕,而不是在「我已得著」的確據上。
3. 那些知道自己敬畏神,卻渴望更深敬畏祂的人。
許多最好的聖徒正屬於這一類。
4. 那些渴望更自由、更恆久、更喜樂、更有能力事奉主的人。
若能得著心中所願,他們願意付出一切。
5. 那些喜愛神的道路,並渴望一生行走其中的人。
若人不渴慕聖潔,就不可能在聖潔中持守。溫柔的渴慕孕育警醒的生活,並在聖靈的引導下,帶來一致的行為。
這一切人都能蒙悅納地禱告;事實上,他們一直在禱告,因為渴慕本身就是真實的禱告。
我們需要這些人的禱告,正如需要成熟聖徒的禱告一樣。軍隊的主力是普通士兵;若只有屬靈偉人禱告,我們的禱告庫存必定貧乏。
我們當感恩地邀請這些初學者與我們一同為神的事工呼求;他們掙扎的祈禱會激勵我們禱告得更好,而這樣的操練也會增強他們自己的禱告能力。
結語
讓我們現在就禱告——無論大或小。
在聖靈裡禱告,藉此扶持我們的牧者、宣教士,以及所有像尼希米那樣走在前頭、忠心服事的人。
香料(補充省思)
「喜愛敬畏你名」這句話提醒我們,神僕人在今生的信仰,很大一部分是由「渴慕」構成的。他們有真實的敬虔,卻對自己的屬靈程度不滿足,並且追求更美的事。
然而,這渴慕必須與那些僅以偶爾好願望取代真敬虔的人區分開來。真正的基督徒,其渴慕會推動他勤用一切屬靈操練的途徑,來追求更高的生命。——《講壇註釋》
人未得著時所渴慕的,得著之後就成為喜樂;凡真正值得渴慕的事皆如此。從不渴慕恩典的人,也永遠不會珍惜恩典。
當拿破崙自厄爾巴島歸來時,一位正在園中工作的男子認出他,立刻跟隨他。拿破崙歡喜地說:「這是我們的第一個新兵。」同樣地,哪怕只有一個人開始為我們禱告,無論多麼微弱,我們都應當歡迎他;為我禱告的人,使我富足。
福音事工如此依賴禱告的能力,因此牧者首要的目標之一,應當是培養會眾的禱告生命。要有許多不同形式的禱告聚會,使婦女、青年、孩童、文化程度不高的人都能參與。**每一點都很重要。**沙粒與雨滴的集合,能成就極大的事。小小一群默默渴慕的人中,或許有比華麗大會中更多真實的禱告。
永遠不要讓你的牧者失去他的「禱告冊」——那冊子應當寫在會眾的心裡。
若你不能講道、不能多奉獻、不能擔任職分,至少你可以不住地禱告。
——查爾斯・哈登・司布真 |