57. Pondering Hearts
The Lord pondereth the hearts. Proverbs 21:2
THE heart among the Hebrews is regarded as the source of wit, understanding, courage, grief, pleasure, and love. We generally confine it to the emotions, and especially the affections, and, indeed these are so important and influential that we may well call them the heart of a man's life. —
Now we cannot read the heart, much less ponder or weigh it. We can only judge our fellow men by their actions; but of motive, and actual condition before God, we cannot form a true estimate, nor need we do so. This, however, the Lord can do as easily as a goldsmith judges silver and gold by weight. He knows all things, but he is pleased to show us the strictness of his examination by the use of the metaphor of weighing. He takes nothing for granted, he is not swayed by public opinion, or moved by loud profession; he brings everything to the scale, as men do with precious things, or with articles in which they suspect deception. The Lord's tests are thorough and exact. The shekel of the sanctuary was double that which was used for common weighings, so at least the Rabbis tell us; those who profess to be saints are expected to do more than others. The sanctuary shekel was the standard to which all common weights ought to be conformed. The law of the Lord is the standard of morals. The balances of God are always in order, always true, and exact.
I. THE WEIGHING OF HEARTS.
1. God has already performed it. Every man's purpose, thought, word, and action is put upon the scale at the first moment of its existence. God is not at any instant deceived.
2. The law under which we live daily weighs us in public and in private, and by our disobedience discovers the short weight of our nature, the defect of our heart.
3. Trials form an important order of tests. Impatience, rebellion, despair, backsliding, apostasy, have followed upon severe affliction or persecution.
4. Prosperity, honor, ease, success, are scales in which many are found wanting. Praise arouses pride, riches create worldliness, and a man's deficiencies are found out (Prov. 27:21).
5. Great crises in our own lives, in families, in religious thought, in public affairs, etc., are weights and scales. A man's heart can hardly be guessed at when all goes on steadily.
6. Truth is ever heart-searching. Some left Jesus when he preached a certain doctrine. Hearts are weighed by their treatment of the truth. When they refuse God's word, that word condemns them.
7. The moment after death, and specially the general judgment, will be heart-weighing times.
II. THE HEARTS WHICH ARE WEIGHED.
They greatly vary, but they may be divided roughly into three classes, upon which we will dwell, hoping that our hearers will judge themselves.
1. Hearts which are found wanting at once.
- The natural heart. All who have been unchanged come under this; even "the good-hearted man at bottom."
- The double heart. Undecided, double-minded, false. "their heart is divided, now shall they be found faulty" (Hos. 10:2).
- The heartless heart. No decision, energy, or seriousness. He is "a silly dove without heart" (Hos. 7:7?).
- The perverse heart. Rebellious, willful, sinful.
- The unstable heart. Impressions forgotten, promises broken, etc.
- The proud heart. Self-righteous, confident, arrogant, defiant.
- The hard heart. Unaffected by love or terror. Obstinate. Resisting the
power of the Holy Ghost.
2. Hearts which turn out to be wanting on further weighing.
- "Another heart," such as Saul had. A new phase of feeling, but not a new nature.
- A humbled heart, like that of Ahab when Elijah had prophesied his ruin. Humbled, but not humble; turned, but not turned from iniquity.
- A deceived heart. Thinks itself good, but is not.
3. Hearts which are of good weight.
- The trembling heart: penitent, afraid of sin, etc.
- The tender heart: sensitive, affectionate, longing.
- The broken heart: mourning, pining, humble, lowly.
- The pure heart: loving only that which is good and clean, mourning sin in itself and others, sighing for holiness.
- The upright heart: true, just, sincere, etc.
- The perfect heart: earnest, honest, resolute, consecrated, intent, united, etc.
- The fixed heart: resting firmly, abiding steadfastly, etc.
- Is your heart ready for the weighing? Have you no fear of the final trial? Is this confidence well founded.
- Is Jesus enthroned therein by faith? If so, you need not fear any weighing.
- If not, what will you do when the King sets up the final scales?
Sundry Helps
Heaven's Sovereign saves all beings, but himself,
That hideous sight, a naked human heart.— Young
In the reign of King Charles I. the goldsmiths of London had a custom of weighing several sorts of their precious metals before the Privy Council. On this occasion, they made use of scales, poised with such exquisite nicety, that the beam would turn, the master of the Company affirmed, at the two-hundredth part of a grain. Noy, the famous Attorney General, replied, "I shall be loath, then, to have all my actions weighed in these scales." "With whom I heartily concur," says the pious Hervey, "in relation to myself; and since the balances of the sanctuary, the balances in God's hand, are infinitely exact, oh what need have we of the merit and righteousness of Christ, to make us acceptable in his sight, and passable in his esteem."
My balances are just,
My laws are equal weight;
The beam is strong, and thou mayst trust
My steady hand to hold it straight.
Were thine heart equal to the world in sight,
Yet it were nothing worth, if it should prove too light.
But if thou art asham'd
To find thine heart so light,
And art afraid thou shalt be blam'd,
I'll teach thee how to set it right.
Add to my law my gospel, and there see
My merits thine, and then the scales will equal be.
— Christopher Harvey, "Schola Cordis"
In the mythology of the heathen, Momus, the god of fault-finding, is represented as blaming Vulcan, because in the human form, which he had made of clay, he had not placed a window in the breast, by which whatever was done or thought there might easily be brought to light. We do not agree with Momus, neither are we of his mind who desired to have a window in his breast that all men might see his heart. If we had such a window we should pray for shutters, and should keep them closed.
Charles Hadden Spurgeon |
57. 省察人心
「耶和華衡量人心。」
——箴言 21:2 (人所行的,在自己眼中都看為正;惟有耶和華衡量人心。)
在希伯來人的觀念中,**「心」**被視為機智、悟性、勇氣、憂傷、喜樂與愛的泉源。我們通常把「心」限定在情感,特別是愛慕之情;而事實上,這些確實如此重要、如此有影響力,以致我們完全可以稱它們為一個人生命的核心。
然而,我們無法讀懂人心,更不用說去衡量或秤量它。我們只能根據人的行為來判斷同伴;至於動機,以及人在神面前真正的光景,我們既無法作出正確的估計,也不需要如此行。**但主卻能做到這一切,就像金匠用重量來判斷金銀一般容易。**祂知道萬事,卻樂意用「衡量」這個比喻來向我們顯明祂審察的嚴格。祂不憑假設行事,不受輿論左右,也不被高調的宣稱所感動;祂把一切都放在天平上,正如人對待貴重之物,或對懷疑有詐的物件一樣。
主的試驗是徹底而精確的。照拉比的說法,聖所的舍客勒比日常使用的重量要重一倍;那些自稱為聖徒的人,理當比別人有更高的要求。聖所的舍客勒,是一切常用重量應當符合的標準;同樣,耶和華的律法是道德的標準。神的天平始終正確、真實、毫無差錯。
一、衡量人心
- 神早已在進行這樣的衡量。
每個人的目的、思想、言語與行為,在產生的第一瞬間,就已被放在天平上。神從不會在任何時刻被欺騙。
- 我們每天所活在其中的律法,也在公開與私下衡量我們。
藉著我們的悖逆,它顯明了我們本性的分量不足,顯露了我們內心的缺陷。
- 試煉是一種重要的衡量方式。
忍耐的缺乏、悖逆、絕望、退後、離道,常常緊隨著嚴厲的患難或逼迫而來。
- 順境、尊榮、安逸與成功,也是不少人被顯出虧欠的天平。
讚美激發驕傲,財富催生屬世之心,人的不足便因此暴露出來(箴 27:21)。
- 人生中的重大關口——無論是個人、家庭、宗教思想,或公共事務上的危機——都是重量與天平。當一切平順時,人心幾乎無法被真正看透。
- 真理本身不斷地鑒察人心。
有些人因耶穌講論某些真理而離開祂。人心如何對待真理,就在其中被衡量;當人拒絕神的話,那話本身就定了他的罪。
- 死亡之後的瞬間,尤其是最後的審判,都是衡量人心的時刻。
二、被衡量的心
人心多有不同,但我們可以大略分為三類,盼望聽眾能自己審察自己。
1. 立刻被顯為虧欠的心
- 天然的心:一切未被更新的人,包括那位「本質上好心的人」。
- 兩樣的心:猶豫不定、三心二意、虛假不實。「他們心懷二意,
現今要定為有罪。」(何 10:2)。
- 無心的心:沒有決斷、沒有力量、沒有認真;「以法蓮好像鴿子愚蠢無知;
他們求告埃及,投奔亞述。」(何 7:11)。
- 悖逆的心:反叛、任性、犯罪。
- 不穩定的心:感動容易消失,承諾屢屢破裂。
- 驕傲的心:自義、自信、狂妄、抗拒。
- 剛硬的心:不被愛或恐懼所感動,頑固,抗拒聖靈的能力。
2. 經進一步衡量後顯為虧欠的心
- 「另一個心」,如掃羅所得的——情感有改變,性質卻未更新。
- 自卑卻不謙卑的心,如亞哈在以利亞宣告審判後的反應;被壓服,卻未離開罪。
- 被欺騙的心:自以為良善,其實並非如此。
3. 分量充足的心
- 戰兢的心:悔改、懼怕罪。
- 柔軟的心:敏銳、有愛、渴慕。
- 破碎的心:憂傷、謙卑、降服。
- 清潔的心:只愛良善與純潔,為自己與他人的罪哀痛,渴望聖潔。
- 正直的心:真誠、公義、無偽。
- 完全的心:認真、誠實、堅定、奉獻、專一。
- 堅定的心:安息、持守、不動搖。
- 你的心準備好被衡量了嗎?
- 你對最後的試驗毫無懼怕嗎?這樣的把握是否站得住腳?
- 耶穌是否因信而坐在你心中為王?若是如此,你不必懼怕任何衡量。
- 若不是——當君王設立最後的天平時,你將如何面對?
雜項助益(選譯)
「天上的君王拯救一切受造之物,惟獨不拯救那赤裸、可憎的人心。」——楊(Edward Young)
在查理一世統治期間,倫敦的金匠們有一項慣例:他們會在樞密院(Privy Council)面前秤量各類貴金屬。當時所使用的天平精巧到一個地步,據工會會長說,那橫梁能因二百分之一格令的重量而傾斜。著名的總檢察長諾伊(Noy)回應說:「那麼,我可不願意讓我一切的行為都放在這樣的天平上衡量。」
虔誠的赫維(Hervey)說:「在這一點上,我完全同意他;並且既然聖所的天平、也就是神手中的天平,是無限精確的,噢,我們何等需要基督的功勞與義,好使我們在神眼中蒙悅納,在祂的評價中被視為合格。」
我的天平公正,
我的律法分量相等;
橫梁堅固,你可以信靠,
我穩定的手必使它保持筆直。
縱然你的心在世人眼中重如全世界,
若實際一秤卻顯得太輕,仍然毫無價值。
但若你因發現自己心的分量不足而羞愧,
又因恐怕被責備而戰兢,
我必教你如何校正它:
在我的律法之外,加上我的福音;
在那裡你會看見——我的義成了你的義,
於是天平便得平衡。
——克里斯多福.哈維
《心之學院》(Schola Cordis)
在異教的神話中,吹毛求疵之神莫摩斯(Momus)被描寫為責怪火神伏爾甘(Vulcan):因為他用泥土造人時,沒有在人的胸膛上開一扇窗,使人所做、所想的一切都能輕易顯露出來。
我們並不同意莫摩斯;也不贊成那位希望在自己胸前開一扇窗、讓眾人都能看見他內心的人。若我們真有這樣一扇窗,我們恐怕會祈求裝上百葉窗,並且把它緊緊關上。
——查爾斯・哈登・司布真 |